The Concept of Friendship
The idea of Friendship at this point in my life is so different as compared to many years ago, I've fallen out with a few good friends that I no longer bother to rekindle, but of course nobody tells their once good friends that we don't enjoy hanging out with them now so there's still the courtesy hang out once in a blue moon. I no longer have the energy to invest in friendship that require me to keep giving a lot of my time and energy. That is truly a test, because some people just walk away when they no longer stay as the centre of attention in your life, when you no longer bend backwards for them, they just walk away. It's okay, just want to tell myself it's okay. I have my amazing family and husband, so blessed, perhaps God is watching after me, taking away all these stressors from my life so I can focus and see what's truly good and people who are truly there despite ups and downs.